Love like today’s the last day in this world.

I just watched zero dark thirty. I kind of got scared and all concentrated at the same time when they shoot ther “target”, Osama Bin Laden. Man… It just relates so much with my National Security class that I got so into it. ahhhhhhh just so many thoughts goi g on right now :0

i just woke up and said good morning to my mom. my voice sounds like a sexy husky voice man whoaaaaa hahahahaha that’s what happens with sore throat. i transform to a sexy man.

guess whutt I’m losing ma voice yup yup yuppoass it sounds hideous and when i talk, it cracka every syllable hhehe

I tried a macaroon for the first time today! It was sooo delicious omgosh!!!! It was like heaven. I WANT IT AGAIN!!! YUMMMM :P

i had my bday “gathering” today, well yesterday i guess haha i missed all of them sooo much so i was really really happy! but it was raining like cr@zy in AZ wtfreak so i couldn’t go to the zoo!!! ahhh my dream just crashed. so we went to just get phoba instead. i gave sharine and valerie a little tour at asu. haha just ll building restroom really then we went to the karaoke!! it was soo much fun except the money part. BUT, we had sooo much fun, that’s what matters :)))) hrhheheheeh well i won’t go there ever again hahahahha but i mean i had so much fun maybe just i did hahahaha no it seemed like all my friends had fun too!!!! it was great. yeah gurl. gniggggght!!

yeahhhyaaaaa im a historian for CLFSA nowwww look at ma resume buildingggggggf awwwyisisiisssssss

FUUUUCUCUKKKKKKKK I AM REALLY OUT OF SHAPE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OH MY GOD. SERIOUSLY DIET ON. I”M IN A WAR NOW. FUUCLKKKCKK MY MENTAL IS FREAKING SERIOUSLY IN CONSTRUCTION OMG OMGOGM GOMGOMGMG NOOOOOOOOO FUUFDKU:LKUC:KLUUCU

it’s kinda sad that it’s already january 21st, and my luck jar is still empty :o my year is not that great yet hahah well, i’ll change that! yo yo!!! it will be the best year evahhhhh 

Wow, I feel so productive tonight. I mean I just posted a discussion thread thing on blackboard for American Political Thought class, but it made me feel all proud and stuff. hahahahahhahahahah maybe it’s because I was too stressed about the readings I have to do for this class. I didn’t even finish the readings, but did it. I know I will read all the readings, but I’m just happy enough that I did my assignment before the due date. Oh, I was all stressed because this is my first online class ever and I was just freaking out everywhere. Also, it is my first 400 level class, so yeah…. anyways, I’m happy now. 

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im 21 and a day old!! can’t believe this!! i am soooo old!!!!

i am so determined to have a successful future. i really think i am not a competitive candidate in a job field. i am not doing anything like at all. i am gonna work my ass off. i decided to have a minor in criminal justice than double majoring it. also, I’m working on getting international studies certificate with korean language certificate. in addition to that, i am in the Chinese flagship program. i should at least keep trying and pursuing that even though i was losing interest in chinese. it’ll make me a little bit competitive. i can do this. maube it’ll take few more years to graduate but who cares. i need 3 more years to become an american anyways, right? i can do it. i shouldn’t be all worried about what’s going on right now but just keep working to reach my goal.

i mean im taking 4 classes this semester. but wth? it’s too much reading. im so glad i did drop so many classes and did not add any more classes.

on top of that, this family emergency is driving me insane. i have to do pretty much all the work and i cannot show that im really tired of all this bc they will say craps at me.

why is 2013 already bad.

i think my luck jar will be all empty this year. efff it.

seriously, all my family had weird dreams since the first day of 2k13. and this ass letter is what we got. kay. thanks government. thanks for the great start of the new year. thanks for making us to spend all my money on this waste shit. and not rewarding us back. thanks. 

my parents are freaking weird. so my dad just got home from work and he went into his room to change his clothes. and he farted freaking loud like a god was mad so he made al this thunders. it was like brrrrroooop. and my mom was in the living room and she said “niiiice!” all high pitched and weird. i freaking cried for like 4 minutes.